the emptyness

that empty feeling. that feeling i had when my brother was in another room thinking the exact same thing. We had just watched a tv program about heart attacks and saw a fake heart burst. I was lying in my bed thinking, scared to death watching my heart beat like every beat could be the last. then all the thoughts about death itself and what's gonna happend after it. darkness or light or nothing or everything or just a bit?

who knows...

i was just thinking about it again...
wonder what my brother is thinking of...
prolly football...

gnite.